Ahhh, so it's making more sense to me now. Milla was kind of inadvertently showing him how to become a better person, and he might have come to depend on her for that ... so when she was gone, he clammed up and reverted back to his old way of dealing with stress. Milla is impressive in her resolve to get things done even in the toughest of situations, but as I said, I don't really see her as being quite as godly as the fandom in general tends to make her out to be (this is kind of how I've been seeing the fandom's take on her ...). I did make jokes about her being God at first though, when I started playing through the game. And then God was no longer God. Oops.
So I can kind of understand why he focused on punching Alvin first, and tending to Leia later. Still, if she had ended up dying from all of that before he could help her, he probably would have guilted himself even more. He might have even felt like he was alone in the world, and then his thoughts might have become darker and he might tell himself that maybe it's what he deserves, even if we all know both Milla and Leia would never allow that kind of talk from him. I swear Leia would probably slap him if she ever heard him say that. XD
I generally don't listen to fandom, so I don't know. I've heard a lot of people liked Milla though, but I don't think there's anything godly about her. Especially since she isn't even the real Maxwell, but was used as a decoy.
If he ever acted like this, Leia should do it without the second thought. Jude can give up way too easily sometimes.
Haha, that's one of my flaws, I suppose. |D; I listen to fandom entirely too much. So much that it ends up backfiring on me at times, sob.
... Leia muse just gave a salute in my head. I think that's a 'will do!'
Oh, also, Estelle's feeling really crappy right now ... depending on how this thread ends up, she may be making a network post and asking for advice before I make the library log. :x
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So I can kind of understand why he focused on punching Alvin first, and tending to Leia later. Still, if she had ended up dying from all of that before he could help her, he probably would have guilted himself even more. He might have even felt like he was alone in the world, and then his thoughts might have become darker and he might tell himself that maybe it's what he deserves, even if we all know both Milla and Leia would never allow that kind of talk from him. I swear Leia would probably slap him if she ever heard him say that. XD
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If he ever acted like this, Leia should do it without the second thought. Jude can give up way too easily sometimes.
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So much that it ends up backfiring on me at times, sob.... Leia muse just gave a salute in my head. I think that's a 'will do!'
Oh, also, Estelle's feeling really crappy right now ... depending on how this thread ends up, she may be making a network post and asking for advice before I make the library log. :x
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and also I was thinking that I probably should make him ask about the library anyway
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